nervous....scare...worry.........

ok....erm....well......rite deep down at the bottom of my heart, i am NERVOUS,SCARE & WORRY.
it's all abt my results!!!!!!!!!!
ok....u see.....erm...as i want to go the the standard tt i want,i want so badly tt RESULTS...(only my Father Knows wht i am talking abt) cause i trust Him and believe in Him.He will help me. i believe and therefore i will pray to Him every single night for tt.Yes...i believe my Father sees faithfulness and determination.........yup.....
i really really really want tt from my dearest Father.
hmmm....ok..well...tmr got band and also the last day of sch,on fri is parents meeting teacher day-no sch but got band......oh no...fri is results day too.....(my face turned blue , green,purple...) arhh...well of course we wouldn't get to enjoy our holi cause we have HWs from all subjects ONLINE.
Really..i do pefer written work to wht online homework.
Ok...my senior told me tt i will nt be performing for balloon hat thing...therefore tt means i can go for my youth camp...but the problem is , i don't really like the place tt i will be stay....i might get home-sick...then wht to do......but if i perform for balloon hat...wooo...i have to go to sch like almost everyday la...so ya....even tmr is the last day of sch...there r still uncomplete stuff,like i got tt IT drama la need to edit it...tmr i cannot do cause got cca today i did nt want to do is because later if edit wrongly...i will be in deep deep trouble , so better nt...then got art...*sigh* need to do something la...can't really remember wht is it la...so ya...*sigh* wow this entry soo long...

yippee!!!!

woohoo....yeah!!! my tamagotchi got baby...yeah...the "matchmaker" came then show me a tamagotchi tt mine was to be with and ask love?y/n.i put y. woow....then a baby came.....yeah!! i'm so so so so so happy le.......yeah...but so sad my very first tamagotchi will die.....wahhhhhhhhh.....cannot bear to let it die.....*sobbed* but i'm still happy happy happy.......yeah....my tamagotchi r just so cute and lovely sweet...just like my dear hamsty....haha........love them soooooo much......."love love love u ....."( my tamagotchi and hamsty)
hmm....well tmr or this wk,i will be getting back all of my MYE .Will really continue to pray hard 4 very gd results...will seek the Lord.....and pray 4 the Lord's understanding................hmmm...got band tmr......but my art teacher,ms chia told the class to stay back to do some art stuffs.....la............duo noe how....go 4 art or band...but go 4 band all my hair will stand la....so nt fun.....anyway today's topic is abt my tamagotchi.So only to talk abt happy stuff of my tamagotchi.......yeah....................tamagotchi & my hamsty ROX!!!!!!

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hmmm....*sigh*.....ok....i just don't understand why i dislike band ( in my school) so much...........*sigh*.................i happened to think that if i did not take band as my cca,then which cca will i be in..?modern dance? drama? netball?badminton?C.O?P.B?....really..i totally got no idea...actually band is quite alright but i refer of 2 days to 3 days and do not have too many concert or performance.Really......every band practice i'm like not very keen....*sigh* wht to do......and also during holidays also have to come back to school to practice.....p.s.- take lots of my time!!!............
i left with lit,geo,chi,eng paper 2 results.......tata.....

continue....

well...okay...MYE...is over....and i am so feeling nervous of my up coming results ....( which i noe....nt so soon)- teachers still got to mark mah.....okay...well todae is dnt paper...wooow....i just cannot believe tt i love drawing so much, tt it was sooo impossible tt i was unable to draw tt figure out...10 marksss...le.....* my heart pain.....seeing my marks flying away.....well...hope i can at least reach to my target ( oh...oh...pls...)......i trust in my Dearest Father........(Jesus Christ...=)....)......wooow....then got mt listening ....at first was a bit worry as i was blur....i don't really understand passage 1 ...abt media stuff....well....then all 4 passages was to be repeated....wow...i was soo into it....listening to the passages carefully and look through all my ans.....wow....hope i did it correctly...but all really depends on my Father.....therefore...I put my total 100% trust on my Father....(yeah!)....He's just soo everything to me......hmmm....ok.....*sigh*1000000000,000000000 times.............B.A.N.D. is starting ....arhhhhhhhh...* pls in front of my face NEVER EVER mention my cca- band is starting...i will so give u a tight slap or punch yr big / small face....no joke.......*sigh* really *sigh* how i wish tt life was easier....all u got to do is just relaxing yrself...no problems to worry at all.....can spend time doing yr hobbies...wowow.........super nice man.........hmmmm....well.....=((........really sad la....abt my cca......someone pls soooo help me in this.....i just don't noe y i dislike my sch band so much......nt sure whether is it the rite cca 4 me........???confuse....???...maybe......guess so......aiya....don't noe....................

yoz ..i am back

woohoo..people....i shall just blog 4 a short one * cause need to study for dnt.....last paper...also got mt listening.....and it's over...dude....wow...hmmm...fri is a public holi....woohoo....but...*wahhhhhhhhhhh*...band starting just next mon......till 6 june le......sooooo nt good.....its such a pain in the neck at times....really *no offence* to ppl who really fall in love with band ......tt's all *sigh* got to go...shall say more next time...