I HATE TODAY!!! =(
IHATE TODAY!!! BAD DAY!
I WANT TO CRY OUT LOUD......I CANNOT TAKE THIS BLOW.IT IS TOO GREAT! WHY ISN'T LIKE THAT? WHY? IT WAS PURELY RUBBISH,REHEARSAL WAS QUITE OK CAUSE WE WERE DOING IT WITH THE PAPER.I SERIOUSLY DID NOT EXPECT THAT OUR GROUP WAS LIKE SHIT.TOTALLY SHITY MAN.OUR GROUP WAS THE WORSE WORSE.OTHER GROUPS COULD DO PERFECTLY FINE,BUT OURS IS NOT .THIS PROJECT IS 20% OF SA ,ALL OF US WANTED TO DO IT WELL,BUT IT TURN OUT TOTALLY THE OPPOSTIE.IT KEEPS FLASHING BACK TO MY MIND OF TODAY'S INCIDENT.IT IS LIKE A NIGHTMARE TO ME.AND IT WAS REALITY.I DON'T THINK WE EVEN PASSED.CAUSE I WAS LIKE TALKING NONSENSE.THE WHOLE GROUP WAS TALKING NONSENSE.WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS WEEK I PLANNED TO STUDY BUT IT IS HOMEWORKS AND PROJECTS THAT ARE BLOCKING ME FROM DOING IT!! SUPER PISSED CAN .......EXAMS ARE LIKE SO AROUND THE CORNER.
I WANT TO STUDY SO BADLY!!
AND MADAM KEE IS PURE BIAS!! OTHER GROUPS USE PAPERS TOO JUST THAT THEIRS IS IN A SMALLER SIZE!!! BIAS BIAS!!I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO DO WELL FOR THIS PROJECT OK.I WANT TO GET GOOD MARKS.BUT NOW,IT IS UNLESS.WHAT IS DONE HAS HAPPENED A FEW HOURS AGO.I WANT TO CRY!!!!
I AM GOING TO BE FOCUS ON STUDIES , I MUST !!!!
"OH LORD, PLEASE HELP ME AND SEE MY COMPASSION FOR MY STUDIES.GIVE ME UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWLEDGE ,GOD.NO MATTER WHAT ,I'LL STILL PUT YOU FIRST.FORGIVE ME IF I FORGET. AMEN."